Choking On My Misery

by A Fox In The Henhouse

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I'm sorry that I'm nervous, it's not normal for me
To feel this much, I'm not used to trust
I don't want you to leave
I'm sorry I'm confronting,
but I mean the very best.
There are things I've seen
that to this day still scare me half to death
Now I sit and wonder,
if this is for the best,
If I could make you feel this way
And not know, then I'm a mess
I know you deserve better,
I'm well aware of it,
It just took time to realise
Before the cold truth hit
I wish that I could find the words to get this feeling out of me
I swore I wouldn't have to wake up choking on my misery
I'm sorry that I'm jealous
it's not a lack of trust
just when I think of losing you
I feel completely fucked
We are black and sometimes we are blue
and most days we're barely scraping through!
Half the time I would curl up and die
But pulled myself back together, bring the dead back to life!
Bring the dead back to life!


released June 5, 2016
Matthew Lawrence Betmalik



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Pissed off music from the slums of Western Sydney

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